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Finally an Engineer! *grabs the reader and dances around the blog*

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10 Realizations

I didn’t know the spelling of realization until Word showed a red line under realisation.

Its always better to type in Word first before posting in Blogger.

Blogger is stupid. This is my first blog entry ever, but Blogger shows it as my third entry.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S isn’t the only good sitcom in the world. Then it’d be like saying there is only one flavor of ice cream. I just grabbed a spoon :D

Even though I am very nervous about anything and everything and worry unnecessarily about senseless stuff, I am more bold than I think when it comes to the real stuff. I realized that after my surgery.

If you try to make everyone in the world happy you would end up sad. So do what you think is right.

When you have a season (1 or 2 especially) of Prison Break in your hard disk, you cant just stop after an episode and go sleep. If you gotta stop it should be in the middle of an episode.

I never take advices seriously until something happen and once it happen I start the act of whining..Why GOD?Why?? Why r u doing this to me :((???? (like Joey)

If I start having a hiccup I start to google about all the diseases that it might be a symptom of , their treatments, the chances that those diseases can recur etc (reminds me of a chapter we had in school.. The Man Who was a Hospital)

Most of my blog entries are either whiny or emotional or tags.. My friends term my entries as “depressing” and have been asking me to be more positive.

9 things I’m glad about:

My family

My friends

My college(I can see my friends rolling their eyes:D).Even though it was a very strict and school like place with uniforms, it witnessed some of the biggest changes in me and gifted me with some of the most important people in my life.

The fact that I dint stop blogging like some people I know. Inspite of the fact that there aren’t any great innovative posts or posts that deals with the socio economic situations of today(not that such blogs are not good just that I’ve no clue to write about them) to boast about, I am happy that I dint quit. Atleast it would be fun for me to read it when I’m 70. When I started even I dint expect me to continue blogging even after 2 -3 years.

It feels good to know that someone read your blog.

I’m glad I got a job. It seems like it wasn’t that big a deal now. Until the day before I got the job I thought it was impossible.

Even though I complaint about silly stuff, I know that there are lots of people who suffers much more. So I’m glad about everything I have.

During my +2 years I thought I would never study ever again.. Im glad it dint become true.

Now I’m glad that I had 8 things to be glad about:D

8 things I badly wanna do:

Blog more often

Read more blogs,books.

Become perfectly healthy.

Shop without a very limited budget :D

Visit many places with family or friends.

See season 4 of prison break

Take better care of myself(but too lazy to)

Wake up earlier.

7 things I often tell myself

Be less bothered about what others think(not coz I don’t care coz I care too much).

Be less selfish.

Be less lazy.

Be less sensitive.

Be optimistic.

Don’t always do stuff on an impulse. Think before you act.

Don’t say yes when you wanna say no.

6 people I wanna thank

There would be more than 6 people. So lets just say family, friends and some teachers too.

5 things I believe in

God

Myself

Love.

Science

Murphy’s Laws:D

4 people I tag

I tag anyone who feels like doing a tag.

3 Confessions.

When I was in 1^st std, I threw my benchmates book out through the window because she wouldn’t move.

I have once thrown a key at my amma because she didn’t give me a packet of chocolates my uncle brought when I was in UKG. It hit her nose and bled. Sometimes I wonder if that’s why I have been having many problems with my nose.

I am guilty that I dint put one tenth the effort my parents did for my studies in my +2. They had a hard time, yet they did everything for me and I let them down. Its ok, all’s well that ends well.

2 Promises.

Its better not to promise than do it and later break it. After all we are just human.

1 That's exclusively yours. can write anything.

I was not tagged by anyone, saw this tag on rockus page, felt like doing it and its DONE.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S-TOW the gal who laughs at her own jokes

Yesterday, I was having this conversation about friends with Ken. Then I realized that I’ve always had someone really close as a friend. Have you had a friend so close that you thought everyday that it was the closest you can get and realize later that you were wrong? Friends like chandler and joey?*8->* Like Michael and Sucre??? Nah, much more than that . Someone who thought exactly the same stuff as you did, and even when you are among a crowd you can read the other’s mind just through eye contact? I hade one.

We knew each other for long, but the beautiful journey of friendship bestowed upon us 8 years ago. She was very talkative and some credit goes to her for changing my quiet nature. BSNL’s business flourished in the year 2001-2002 until our moms locked the phones, or at least mine did..and I was provided with a 100 rupee BSNL card for each month. And they say I don’t talk much! The sleepovers were fun, I still remember our first one.. What was a combined study session in our parents view was a session of watching horror movies in actual!

We would talk for hours and hours,actually she would talk for hours and hours about stuff from this new sitcom she is watching to Brad Pitt’s and Ian Thorpe’s looks. If it wasn’t for her blabbermouth and constant persuasion I would’ve never watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S(she literally dragged me to make me watch it) and it would’ve been one of the biggest losses of my life:D. I still remember our conversation.

She: You should see it.. (someone’s someone)was saying it’s really good.
Me*thinking how to get out of this one*: What is it about?
She: Its about 6 people who are friends…3 guys and 3 gals. I just watched another episode yesterday, u know
Me: Oh
She: Well out of them one guy and one gal are siblings..One of the other guys is in love with the sister of this guy..
Me*sleeping with my eyes open*:Oh
She: …and the brother guy loves her sisters friend..
Me: Brother likes sisters friend..sister likes brothers friend…sounds like just another soap to me*yawning*..I don’t think I wanna see this.. You saw yesterday’s match?
She: You see 1 episode.. you’d like it..So where were we…Yeah…So the sister thinks the brother is trying to steal her thunder and she becomes ang..
Me: steal her what???
She: Thunder
Me: Like Thumbs up??
She: That was taste the thunder..It’s a usage there.. And Chandler proposed to Monica, the sister..
Me: Chandelier??
She: Its something like that I dunno if its pronounced with a Cha or Sha.
Me:He proposed?? So they are not teenagers?
She: Err..more like in their 30s
Me:*straight face*
She: Edo..They don’t look 30.Just watch this 1 episode with me.
Me: No
She: $%&^**&#
Thus after much dragging and fighting for remote I watched my first episode of friends and I think it was the one where Rachel teaches Joey to sail.
Me: I don’t understand this chandelier guys talking much..He speaks too fast u know.
She: I know. But the rest of them are ok.. Etathi(her sis) teases me that I don’t understand the show and I just laugh when there’s laughter in the background.. I’m gonna show her..Hmmppf!

Thus our enslavement to F.r.i.e.n.d.s started together too. Apart from friends, she broadened my interests in books as well..ie she made me quit Nancy Drews and Hardy Boys:D. I have this problem where if I liked something I’d stick only to that one and wont move on. You’d understand when I say the only sitcom I saw in 8 years was friends.. kept seeing it over and over and over again,but never tried another one.

We joined the same school after 10th . I took Bio just because she wanted to write medicine entrance. We attended very few classes in +2..but whenever we went to school,we made sure the other one was coming as well.

I still remember it was one of those days that our maid told grandma that 2 gals near her house eloped together and that’s when my Granny started playing Kanta Bhen :D:D:D. We both were ROFL hearing her remarks like “If it was a guy we could have married her off to him.. What will we do about this friendship?”

Among other things she was the one who persuaded me to start blogging as well. A common blog was the first idea..but somehow that didn’t work out.

For various reasons over time we slowly drifted apart. We are still good friends, we still keep in touch..But I guess both of us would agree that the peak time of our friendship was during our school days. I’ve found really good friends during my college life but it was through her that the term best friend posed a new meaning for the first time in my life.For that reason however much we fought with each other or find new friends I’m sure we’d have a special place in each others heart.

P.S:-
When I started I wanted to write about many of my friends in this post, but seeing the length of my post decided to write the rest later. So you out there, stop sulking;))

Also if YOU read this atrakangu ponganda :-P. Wait till I write a post about all the trouble you have caused me and how our Math miss thought your company is spoiling me:P

- For some reason I wanted to remove the content of this post, but didnt want to lose the comments section, hence removing the content and keeping the post-

Loss of Words

I came online 10 minutes ago and found many buzzes from my friends. But most of them are currently offline. Not everyone has nocturnal habits like me. Finally i manage to make Rajiv talk to me for like 2 minutes from his busy schedule of watching probably some science fiction movie.

Rajiv Nair: joining date vannu

Rajiv Nair: august 28th

Rajiv Nair: chennai

me: accenture?

Rajiv Nair: yeah

me: coool

Rajiv Nair: everybody same date and time

Rajiv Nair: i mean date and place

me: :D

Rajiv Nair: watching movie

Rajiv Nair: brb

Thats it.He said it like he get calls from accenture every night. Im still in shock. Yeah yeah I know it shouldnt be shocking news when people get call letters from accenture after they get placed in accenture [:P]. But it first of all reminds me that we all have very few days together. On the last day of our college when everyone was splashing buckets of water at each other and writing goodbye notes i was kinda yawning,staying outta all the fun for reasons i still dunno of. I guess what kept me emotionless was this senior's words about those last days..that each day you say goodbye,hug and go and the next day they meet somehow again,be it at someones home, or college or at amb or movies or somewhere and that the last day doesnt mean anything. But now I realize its goodbye..or in Anand's words..CS04 spreading its wings :D. Speaking of him i had a hard time when he left, because he was the one whom i talked the most to in the net. And the problem of having one such friend is that you dont give others the same attention and time..and once that one person leaves theres a big void in your life..you hope that you have the busiest of the days..I had gone through similar phase when aswathi had left for an year after +2..I have sat infronta the pc looking at other people in my list online..reluctant to go talk to them..make the first move.. since i havent talked to them online much earlier...wondering what would go through the other person's head..and finally dropping the idea coz of the lack of courage. Still there were people who cared..who understood and i am grateful to them. Whenever I stayed home feeling lazy or coz of the lack of transportation or coz of the rain they insisted that i come..and i went,feeling happy that someone cares about you..thankyou guys>:D<..I've quite drifted apart from what i intended to write.

Anyway..about half a dozen people leaving soon..all close ones..Im gonna miss all of them.. maria's slow and steady planning and confusions until the last moment[Shes still discussing with me if or not to join accenture:D]..Radhi's beauty tips :D[watch out chennai..this is one trendy girl;)]..prithi's winking nature;))..Id never forget the time we had together during the constructive imaginative sessions of m companion:D.. I know I shouldnt be talking like its THE end..but you have to admit its not gonna be the same[One thing id be relieved of would be rj's pj's:D].

I realise that the day wouldnt be far for me(with some hope)..having bittersweet feelings thinking about it..thrilled about being on my own...sad about leaving behind homely comforts..never lived apart from my family. I wanted to write something else when i started, still wanna write more..but my laziness is overpowering my creativity [B-)] !(ahem)

P.S : too lazy to think of a title:-)